whoa...i can't believe im actually posting something...i haven't been on this for a while...im just really bored at work...and nothing is blocked...so i got to go to any website...

so lately...i've been busy as usual with school and work...it's almost the end of the semester...so its kinda hectic right now...i hate it...and i got a new job at loeber motors...thanks to angel...but i dont work with her cuz im in service...im happy i can do my homework here at work...but i get really lazy to do it here sometimes...i was doin a good job trying to stop procrastinating...but it's starting to take over me again...i need to fight it...i need to stay in the nursing program...plus i do not want to be put on the 5 year nursing program...

i finally kinda quit smoking...i haven't bought a pack in like over a month i think...maybe even two months...however, i do still smoke when i drink...and i kinda cheated recently because i have been stressed with school and stuff...but other than that...i am very proud of myself because i quit cold turkey...yea yea...i know im still kinda cheating...but hey at least i dont smoke like a chimney no more...

so...so far with my plans for the summer...my birthday is actually gonna kick off my summer...im prolly just gonna do a family dinner because i dont really feel like planning anything...thats just too much work...i am also planning to volunteer at the avon walk for breast cancer that is june 3, 4, and 5...im hopefully gonna stay at the hilton downtown with lester and a couple other people...then, the weekend after that there's gonna be a road trip with the girls to mall of america...im excited to shop!...haha...also during the 4th of july week i have a family reunion here in chicago...lastly in august hopefully i can get to go to cabo with the girls...

inbetween all of that...im going to be working a lot...and i also start summer school july 3rd till august 11th...i also hope to go on vacation with my sister or camping with lester and other people...there will also be some parties and bbqs hopefully...i also wanna go bowling...im getting so much better now...i wanna live up the summer because when school starts im prolly gonna be m.i.a again...even though i saw some people during the school year...i just wish i could chilled more...

my goal for this summer is to get in shape...i want to try to start eating healthier...and i also wanna start working out...hopefully running in the mornings...and also trying yoga and pilates...i want to get toned and get my flexibilty back...i also need more energy cuz im always tired...so hopefully through working out i can reach my goal...